Howard Schmednik
Artist | Student | Digital Art

This is me.
I am an ordinary teenage highschool student with an interest in sketching and biology and an extraordinarily dim view on human nature. I am socially awkward, ergo I possess few friends and suffer from low self-esteem. However, that in itself is compensated by a simple lack of interest in making and connecting with new friends, resulting in introversion and more time spent with my family and my art. The time spent with my family is the time I value the most, and I adore my parents and my sisters above all else.
My ostracism from what the world deems as "normal", nevertheless, doesn't prevent me from attempting to be friendly, which usually results in embarrassment on my part. I feel like people hate me; inwardly, I hate them back. It's probably what caused me to develop a flaring temper, pent-up grudges upon humanity and romance, and a beyond-twisted view of what seems to me a sadistic world.
That doesn't mean I am an unhappy person; quite the opposite. It just means I have much to learn and much to change about myself.